3 months

Today marks 3 months since we got the call that Meemaw had passed away.  In a way that seems forever ago.  We were home, beginning a new year, and I had just completed an online continuing education class. 

There are so many ways I miss having Meemaw here on a daily basis.  I miss writing letters to her so much.  I always think of things I would tell her.  Like when my flowers started blooming (that my Mom and Caleb planted in the fall to surprise me), I knew that was something I'd have told her about in a letter.  Or when Caleb's name was in the paper for going to the school board meeting to be honored for his reading, I knew I would have made a copy of it to send to her.  Or just simple things about our day to day lives.  One day I was looking at old clips on the video camera and found one with her talking for a few seconds and liked hearing her voice.  She was in a dream one night where we were all sitting down at a table to eat.  Caleb talks about her often and the funny things she said.

We have so many more firsts coming up, including her birthday and Mother's Day in May.  It's so hard to believe she's not here anymore.   I miss her.    

Have a day of blessings!